I was pulling my hair out and smoking cigarettes trying to make this online thing work.
Big dreams but was living a nightmare.
I even sold my services on fiverr.com just to get by and get me out of the drug game.
I was tired of looking over my shoulder. I was tired of driving around with a loaded gun.
Chelsea Kearney’s parents would call her up every night begging her to leave me.
I was still using drugs while on probation and knew that if my pee came back dirty I was gone.
I can honestly say my life sucked.
My son hadn’t seen me in years and didn’t even know what I looked or sounded like.
My own parents didn’t want to be around me.
I knew that if I didn’t change something up I would either be dead or in prison.
I got laser focused.
I needed a change. I was gonna get rich or die trying.
I had a young son and an amazing gf counting on me to make it work.
I put away all the distractions and changed up everything that I was doing.
I became obsessed with learning and self improvement. I became infatuated with rags to riches stories.
I would watch the free Arnold Schwarzenegger story online on YouTube every night cause I couldn’t afford books. Along with Jordan Belfort – Wolf of Wall Street to improve my cold calling.
I’m not gonna lie, it was hard to stay motivated when demons would constantly f**k up my days.
The drama, the heart ache, the let downs.
The light at the end of the of the tunnel was gone most nights, but I said fuck it and kept going.
Long story short.
I’m here.
I’m where I used to dream about.
Chelsea’s parents can’t say shit now.
I got my son back!
Put that picture of your dream vacation or dream house on the wall and refuse to let go of that vision.
This picture is my reality.
It honestly looks like something from my goal board from 4 years ago.
Don’t let anything get in your way.
Your family needs you!
I’m here to hold the torch and guide you.
If you ever need anything, feel free to reach out!
And remember to never give up!
Your Cousin G!